Bhakti

Illustration of poetry I have written
ना चाहते हुए भि तुझे ही पुकार्ना,
ना चाह्ते हुए भि आप ही कि भक्ति कर्ना

क्या आप मुझ्मे हि निर्वसित हो

य इन पहाडो मै छुपे हो,
य ये बाद्लोन से भरे हुए आस्मन के बीच

कान्हा पुकारु मै आप्को
कान्हा पाऊ मै आप्को

य फिर बस ये हि तमन्ना मैं गुज़ार लु मै अप्नि ये ज़िन्दगि

translation below
Even without wanting to, I call out to you,
Even without wishing to, I surrender to your devotion.

Are you nestled within me,
Or hidden in these towering mountains,
Or somewhere between the skies heavy with clouds?

Where do I call for you,
Where do I find you?

Or should I simply spend this life
Holding on to this longing alone?